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This will help acheive my goal of having more meaningful relationships. I am pretty good at this, but I lack a sence of duty and avoid commitments so that I won't have to keep them. Somtimes the material prize just doesn't seem worth the effort of staying commited to a certain goal or relationship. But I really, truly desire more healthy relationships in my life. I desire to be a healthy person for others to be in a relationship with. I remember a day when I would be dissapointed when others (especially adults) would not follow through with what they said they would do or would say one thing and do another. Now, I am basically immune to to that behavior- to the point I expect it out of people and am not upset when it happens because I almost always plan for it. However, the (very few) people in my life who consistantly do what they say and follow through with commitments are my favorite to be around and they inspire me to continually do the same. I really need to work on making a habit of being on time to fully reach this goal!

Jan 27 2007