he is leaving this friday .when i kewn this news , i was mad in public!
unfair! why !why the people i like always are far away from me ?and at the key time when i fall in love ! love ?it sounds strange very much ,but i can't identify what is the feeling . just friendship or relationship or love or others ?
i am sad because he isn't leaving but there is no chance for us to know each other.yes .the long distance is frightful and it can easily destroy a profound love sometimes . and our sentiments are so weak that i have no confidence.
it is very hard for me to find a right man,because i need a long time to know a person and trust him .and when i open my heart-house just now ,he will go away. unfair!
i don't known how our sentiments will run to .i think he like me ,too. but he didn't tell me his real thoughts because we are grown-ups and have to think a lots expect our love .
maybe ,i couldn't fasten him and let the chance go away .i did't know he would leave so early and hurrily! originally , i had many plans about us and made me rooted in his heart,but now everything is too late and i have no any chance !
i don't know what i will do . and i am so sad that i don't want to do anything !
maybe i had better tell him my emotions,i don't know ,my heart is utterly confused.
ok ,i will follow my feelings and please give me enough power!